Sunday, March 27, 2022

A Pause, A Reset

 

Slept in a little longer this morning. Longer than I usually do. A rarity.

Quiet. Peaceful.

In bed, I looked out the window and saw blue sky with whitish-gray clouds, and I wondered if it was warm, cool, or cold. I realize that temperature is specific to any individual, and I’m one who likes warm and hot, not cool or cold. I checked the temp on my phone. Cold. Not getting too much warmer, either.

Still, it was pretty, and it was peaceful.

I could smell the roast Kim had prepared for our Sunday dinner. The French Onion soup pungent. Brought back times from my childhood when mom would make a similar dinner. All of us gathered around the table to share the meal, tell our stories, laugh. It will be just the two of us this day. That is okay. More than okay.

No plans for the day. A bit of writing. Some reading. Taking it slow and easy, a pleasant break from the faster pace of the week. Needed.

Nice to have a break, a pause, in the week.

During the week, I have kids complain that their computer is frozen. Won’t advance, and it won’t go back. I tell them to turn it off and then turn it back on. For whatever reason, this works more often than not.

And like the computer that sometimes needs to be reset during the day, our bodies and our minds need a reset, too. Good for the head. Good for the soul. Take a step back, turn off, quiet down.

As I sit in front of my laptop this morning pecking away at my keys, only the hum of the refrigerator is my company. Kim, working elsewhere on some catch-up from her week. She sips hot tea, a morning ritual for her, just like her jogging, just like her cross fit.

I’m content to sit at the table armed with my iced tea. As hard as it is to turn completely off, my mind races with the novel I’m working on, the eight books I have on the market, and the promotion I need to do. Pleasurable for me, though. Not a task. Not a chore. Certainly not drudgery. It is the way I relax. Inventing new worlds. Throwing hurdles and obstacles in my characters’ paths. Watching them, hearing them negotiate safe passage.

As I write this, the song, Sunday Drive by Brett Eldridge, plays in the back of my mind. His opening lyrics:

They didn't ever say where we were going
We just climbed into the backseat
Eyes wide open to the picture show outside
I guess we really didn't understand it all
Remember looking up at them in the front row
Hands touched together, almost out of sight
It's been a long, hard week, but now the slow release
Of a Sunday afternoon

And we were only young
But they were trying hard to reach us
How was I to know
That there was something so worth keepin'?

'Cause we were
Watching the world through an open window
Trees lined up like dominoes
This old car could find its own way home
It's the ordinary things that mean so much
That's where I learned it all from them
To fight, to love, to laugh again
Man, I thought we were only wasting time
Out on a Sunday drive

The sun warms your soul just like an old friend
Singing songs along that ribbon of a road
And everyone you love is sitting there so close
You're never thinking that you'd ever get old
No, you'll never get old

The song and video is a much needed help for resetting and recharging. You can find it here:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jUJZpPQrA5s

His gift to us. My gift to you.

And I wonder, what is it you do to reset and recharge? What is it you do to turn off? In many respects, we are the same or similar. We need to reset and replenish. All of us. All. Something to think about . . .

Live Your Life, and Make A Difference!

To My Readers:

I was interviewed on a UK radio show this morning about my writing and my newest book, Blaze In, Blaze Out. For those who missed it, they will repeat the show on Sunday, April 24 at 8:30 AM EST. Follow this link: unityliveradio.co.uk I hope you give it a listen!

If you have read one of my books, I would like to ask a favor. If you could go online and write a review or, at the least, give a rating on the book, it would be of great help. Both a review and a rating would be wonderful. The review could be one or two lines. It doesn’t have to be long. Just let others know you read it and hopefully, enjoyed it. Obviously, 4s and 5s are the best. Thanks for this consideration.

Connect with me on Social Media: 
Author Website
www.jrlewisauthor.blog/
Twitter at @jrlewisauthor
Facebook at: 
www.facebook.com/Joseph.Lewis.Author  
Amazon at: 
www.amazon.com/Joseph-Lewis/e/B01FWB9AOI /

Blaze In, Blaze Out: A Literary Titan Gold Book Award Winner! A Reader’s Ready Recommended Read! A BestThriller’s Editor’s Pick!

Eiselmann and O’Connor thought the conviction of Dmitry Andruko, the head of a Ukrainian crime family, meant the end. It was only the beginning. They forgot that revenge knows no boundaries, vindictiveness knows no restraints, and ruthlessness never worries about collateral damage. Andruko hired contract killers to go after and kill O’Connor and Eiselmann. The killers can be anyone and be anywhere. They can strike at any time. They care nothing of collateral damage. Andruko believes a target is a target, and in the end, the target must die. https://amzn.to/34lNllP

Betrayed: A PenCraft 1st Place Winner for Thriller-Fiction! A Maxy Award Runner-Up for Mystery/Suspense! A Literary Titan Silver Book Award Winner! A Reader’s Ready Recommended Read Award Winner! A Reader’s Favorite Honorable Mention Award Winner for Fiction-Crime-Mystery!

Betrayed is Now Available in Audio Book, Kindle and Paperback! https://amzn.to/3AfUUpS

A late-night phone call, a missing kid, a murdered family, but no one is talking. A promise is made and kept, but it could mean the death of a fifteen-year-old boy. Greed can be all-consuming, and seeing is not believing. No one can be trusted, and the hunters become the hunted. https://amzn.to/2EKHudx

Spiral Into Darkness: Named a Recommended Read in the Author Shout Reader Awards!
He blends in. He is successful, intelligent, and methodical. So far, he has murdered eight people. There is no discernible pattern. There are no clues. There are no leads. The only thing the FBI and local police have to go on is the method of death: two bullets to the face- gruesome and meant to send a message. But it’s difficult to understand any message coming from a dark and damaged mind. Two adopted boys, struggling in their own world, do not know they are the next targets. Neither does their family. And neither does local law enforcement. https://amzn.to/2RBWvTm

Caught in a Web: A PenCraft Literary Award Winner! Named “One of the Best Thrillers of 2018!” by BestThrillers.com 

Caught in a Web is also available in Audio Book, Kindle and Paperback! http://bit.ly/2WO3kka

They found the bodies of high school and middle school kids dead from an overdose of heroin and fentanyl. A violent gang, MS-13, controls the drug trade along the I-94 and I-43 corridors. They send Ricardo Fuentes to find out who is cutting in on their business, shut it down and teach them a lesson. But he has an ulterior motive: find and kill a fifteen-year-old boy, George Tokay. Detectives Jamie Graff, Pat O’Connor and Paul Eiselmann race to find the source of the drugs, shut down the ring, and find Fuentes before he kills anyone else. https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07CKF7696  
 
The Lives Trilogy Prequel, Taking Lives:
FBI Agent Pete Kelliher and his partner search for the clues behind the bodies of six boys left in various and remote parts of the country. Even though they live in separate parts of the country, the lives of Kelliher, 11-year-old Brett McGovern, and 11-year-old George Tokay are separate pieces of a puzzle. The two boys become interwoven with the same thread Kelliher holds in his hand. The three of them are on a collision course and when that happens, their futures grow dark as each search for a way out. https://amzn.to/34nXBH5
 
Book One, Stolen Lives: Editor’s Pick by BestThrillers! Literary Titan Gold Book Award Winner! A Crime Thriller finalist in the 2021 Best Thriller Book Awards!
Two thirteen-year-old boys are abducted off a safe suburban street. Kelliher and his team of FBI agents have 24 hours to find them or they will end up like the other kids they found- dead! They have no leads, no clues, and nothing to go on. To make the investigation that much tougher, Kelliher suspects that one of his team members might be involved. https://amzn.to/3oMo4qZ  
 
Book Two of the Lives Trilogy, Shattered Lives:
The boys are home, but now they have to fit back in with their families and friends. Their parents and the FBI thought the boys were safe. They were until people began dying. Now the hunt is on for six dangerous and desperate men who vow revenge. With no leads and nothing to go on, the FBI can only sit back and wait. A dangerous game that threatens not only the boys, but their families. https://amzn.to/2RAYIk2 
 
Book Three of the Lives Trilogy, Splintered Lives:
Three dangerous men with nothing to lose offer a handsome reward to anyone willing to kill fourteen-year-old Brett McGovern. He does not know that he, his younger brother, and a friend are targets. More than anyone, these three men vow to kill George, whom they blame for forcing them to run and hide. A fun vacation turns into a nightmare and ends where it started, back on the Navajo Nation Reservation, high on a mesa held sacred by George and his grandfather. Outnumbered and outgunned, George will make the ultimate sacrifice to protect his adoptive father and his adoptive brothers- but can he? Without knowing who these men are? Or where they are? Without knowing whom to trust? Is he prepared for betrayal that leads to his heartbreak and death? http://bit.ly/SplinteredLives  

Photo Courtesy of Clay Banks and Unsplash.

Sunday, March 20, 2022

Act Your Age


 In my mind’s eye, I see myself with brown hair. Younger. A jogger like I was in college. I hear a melody in my head or on the radio and sing along. I can still hit some high notes. Once upon a time, I could hit four octaves. Now? Um, no way. I think back to the demo tapes I recorded and sent to a recording company back when I was in high school. They liked my voice, but I don’t write music. Never did. Hit a wall I couldn’t climb over. I sent an audition tape for The Lawrence Welk Show on the recommendation of one of their performers. Thanks, but no thanks, they said. My style was so different. Thankfully, so different!

 


On the stage from fourth grade on. I remember the solos I sang in the church choir and in our chorus in high school, the plays I was in. I think about the songs I sang at commencement for each of my graduating senior classes. Each year, each commencement, I noticed that my voice sounded . . . less. Not as strong and I didn’t have the power I had once upon a time. 

At one time, I was fit and trim. When I stopped running/jogging, I rode my bike. Still like to, though I don’t do it much anymore. Maybe this summer? Later this spring? I walked like crazy, but then I had my knee scoped and my arthritis gnaws away on that knee and other joints some days. Still walk, though not at the pace I want or for the time I’d like.


I had a conversation with my brother-in-law, Mark, just a day or so ago. He and I are about the same age, me a little older. I semi-retired two years ago. Mark is considering retirement in the next year or two. He told me about a father-son softball game a few years back when his son was in college. Mark said he could hit, but on his way to first base, he blew a hamstring. Doesn’t seem like much, but it’s painful. The realization that we’re older. Older than we like to be, want to be. Older than we picture ourselves to be.

It sucks getting old! I really mean that! I’m not gracefully growing old, either. Sometimes I bitch and moan, at least in my mind. I am heavier than I should be. My hair is gray, and it is thin or spotty on top. I’m physically slower than I want to be.   

I don’t like aging. It’s okay for others, just not for me. I know it happens, but I don’t have to like it, and I don’t.

I am at the age where my friends are dying. People I worked with, admired. My musical heroes. Actors and actresses I watched over and over. Gone. It saddens me, and each death reminds me mine is coming. Probably not right away, but anything can happen at any time, right?

Ever hear the phrase, “Act your age!”? 

My response to that is, “No! Never! At least not willingly!” I refuse. 

First of all, while I might forget a name attached to a face, my mind is still pretty sharp. I read voraciously, especially in the genre I write in: thriller-crime. I’ve written eight books so far and I’m finishing up number nine.

Laughter is good for the soul, and I love to laugh and do practical jokes. I can be a smart butt. I direct my humor more at myself than at others. Nicer, cleaner, safer that way. My body, though out of shape and overweight, is in good condition. Nothing major going on. Normal aches and pains. 

In my mind’s eye, I see myself at age thirty, maybe forty. Not sixty-eight. No way! So if I don’t act like I’m sixty-eight, forgive me . . . or not. No matter to me.

But I will never, ever, act my age! I will sing and laugh to my grave. I invite you to do the same. On the way to my funeral, I might dance. Nothing against the next world, but I will go screaming and kicking and not before I’m ready- God willing! His decision, not mine. Something to think about . . .

Live Your Life, and Make A Difference!

To My Readers:

I was interviewed on a UK radio show this morning about my writing and my newest book, Blaze In, Blaze Out. For those who missed it, they will repeat the show on Sunday, April 24 at 8:30 AM EST. Follow this link: unityliveradio.co.uk I hope you give it a listen!

If you have read one of my books, I would like to ask a favor. If you could go online and write a review or, at the least, give a rating on the book, it would be of great help. Both a review and a rating would be wonderful. The review could be one or two lines. It doesn’t have to be long. Just let others know you read it and hopefully, enjoyed it. Obviously, 4s and 5s are the best. Thanks for this consideration.

Connect with me on Social Media: 
Author Website
www.jrlewisauthor.blog/
Twitter at @jrlewisauthor
Facebook at: 
www.facebook.com/Joseph.Lewis.Author  
Amazon at: 
www.amazon.com/Joseph-Lewis/e/B01FWB9AOI /

Blaze In, Blaze Out: A Literary Titan Gold Book Award Winner! A Reader’s Ready Recommended Read! A BestThriller’s Editor’s Pick!

Eiselmann and O’Connor thought the conviction of Dmitry Andruko, the head of a Ukrainian crime family, meant the end. It was only the beginning. They forgot that revenge knows no boundaries, vindictiveness knows no restraints, and ruthlessness never worries about collateral damage. Andruko hired contract killers to go after and kill O’Connor and Eiselmann. The killers can be anyone and be anywhere. They can strike at any time. They care nothing of collateral damage. Andruko believes a target is a target, and in the end, the target must die. https://amzn.to/34lNllP

Betrayed: A PenCraft 1st Place Winner for Thriller-Fiction! A Maxy Award Runner-Up for Mystery/Suspense! A Literary Titan Silver Book Award Winner! A Reader’s Ready Recommended Read Award Winner! A Reader’s Favorite Honorable Mention Award Winner for Fiction-Crime-Mystery!

Betrayed is Now Available in Audio Book, Kindle and Paperback! https://amzn.to/3AfUUpS

A late-night phone call, a missing kid, a murdered family, but no one is talking. A promise is made and kept, but it could mean the death of a fifteen-year-old boy. Greed can be all-consuming, and seeing is not believing. No one can be trusted, and the hunters become the hunted. https://amzn.to/2EKHudx

Spiral Into Darkness: Named a Recommended Read in the Author Shout Reader Awards!
He blends in. He is successful, intelligent, and methodical. So far, he has murdered eight people. There is no discernible pattern. There are no clues. There are no leads. The only thing the FBI and local police have to go on is the method of death: two bullets to the face- gruesome and meant to send a message. But it’s difficult to understand any message coming from a dark and damaged mind. Two adopted boys, struggling in their own world, do not know they are the next targets. Neither does their family. And neither does local law enforcement. https://amzn.to/2RBWvTm

Caught in a Web: A PenCraft Literary Award Winner! Named “One of the Best Thrillers of 2018!” by BestThrillers.com 

Caught in a Web is also available in Audio Book, Kindle and Paperback! http://bit.ly/2WO3kka

They found the bodies of high school and middle school kids dead from an overdose of heroin and fentanyl. A violent gang, MS-13, controls the drug trade along the I-94 and I-43 corridors. They send Ricardo Fuentes to find out who is cutting in on their business, shut it down and teach them a lesson. But he has an ulterior motive: find and kill a fifteen-year-old boy, George Tokay. Detectives Jamie Graff, Pat O’Connor and Paul Eiselmann race to find the source of the drugs, shut down the ring, and find Fuentes before he kills anyone else. https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07CKF7696  
 
The Lives Trilogy Prequel, Taking Lives:
FBI Agent Pete Kelliher and his partner search for the clues behind the bodies of six boys left in various and remote parts of the country. Even though they live in separate parts of the country, the lives of Kelliher, 11-year-old Brett McGovern, and 11-year-old George Tokay are separate pieces of a puzzle. The two boys become interwoven with the same thread Kelliher holds in his hand. The three of them are on a collision course and when that happens, their futures grow dark as each search for a way out. https://amzn.to/34nXBH5
 
Book One, Stolen Lives: Editor’s Pick by BestThrillers! Literary Titan Gold Book Award Winner! A Crime Thriller finalist in the 2021 Best Thriller Book Awards!
Two thirteen-year-old boys are abducted off a safe suburban street. Kelliher and his team of FBI agents have 24 hours to find them or they will end up like the other kids they found- dead! They have no leads, no clues, and nothing to go on. To make the investigation that much tougher, Kelliher suspects that one of his team members might be involved. https://amzn.to/3oMo4qZ  
 
Book Two of the Lives Trilogy, Shattered Lives:
The boys are home, but now they have to fit back in with their families and friends. Their parents and the FBI thought the boys were safe. They were until people began dying. Now the hunt is on for six dangerous and desperate men who vow revenge. With no leads and nothing to go on, the FBI can only sit back and wait. A dangerous game that threatens not only the boys, but their families. https://amzn.to/2RAYIk2 
 
Book Three of the Lives Trilogy, Splintered Lives:
Three dangerous men with nothing to lose offer a handsome reward to anyone willing to kill fourteen-year-old Brett McGovern. He does not know that he, his younger brother, and a friend are targets. More than anyone, these three men vow to kill George, whom they blame for forcing them to run and hide. A fun vacation turns into a nightmare and ends where it started, back on the Navajo Nation Reservation, high on a mesa held sacred by George and his grandfather. Outnumbered and outgunned, George will make the ultimate sacrifice to protect his adoptive father and his adoptive brothers- but can he? Without knowing who these men are? Or where they are? Without knowing whom to trust? Is he prepared for betrayal that leads to his heartbreak and death? http://bit.ly/SplinteredLives  

Photo Courtesy of Nikoline Arns and Unsplash.

Saturday, March 12, 2022

Reflections on a Post

 


A week ago, I posted a Happy Heavenly Birthday for our son, Wil. He would be 38 years-old. I received two comments on the post that caused me to reflect deeply on the journey my family has been on since July 2014.

The first came from Tamara, one of Wil’s former teachers. She wrote: “Perhaps you might blog how you have coped with the injustice of his death. I’ve had to navigate that territory, and I’m sure you must have also.” When I read this, the first thought that popped into my head was, “Not well!” I mean, it will be eight years come this July, and honestly, I’m not “over” it. Further, no one gets “over” any loss, much less losing someone you love. At best, one learns to “live with it.” 

I joke it is like Marty Feldman’s hump in Young Frankenstein. Something to be dealt with. If one knows trauma and has studied it (as a counselor, I did, and currently, our youngest, Emily, has studied and worked with it in her MSW program), 8 years is fairly recent. It’s still fresh. Regardless of the eight years, it is still “new” and has barely scabbed over. 

Memories pop up. Songs play on the radio that remind us of “that time.” During holidays, there is the proverbial “empty chair.” It isn’t spoken of. Wil is not mentioned, or if so, fleetingly, because we don’t want to dampen the spirit of the holiday. But he looms large in our thoughts simply because he isn’t with us. 

For his birthday, our routine is to have a piece of cheesecake. He loved it. Hannah hates it. This last birthday, she had a beer. I remember one year recently, Hannah had a piece of cheesecake. She sat in the chair I’m sitting in as I write this and suddenly, she began to weep. That happens. That happens to all of us. 

We see something on TV or read something, and tears happen. That’s grief. Nothing to be ashamed of. It’s a sign of love. I’ve learned long ago that tears reflect what is in the heart when words don’t suffice. Remember that, please! I will repeat, tears and weeping are nothing to be ashamed of. They come by way of intense emotion.  

The year Wil died, there were four deaths that hit our family hard. Yes, four. In October 2013, my nephew, Jared, died in an auto accident. He was still in college, and no, it was not his fault. On April 1st, 2014, my mom passed away. She was 99 years-old. Then, in July 2014, one day after Kim’s and my anniversary, Wil was shot and killed. In August 2014, one month after Wil, one of our very best friends, Tom, passed away. Four deaths in less than one year. 

One month after Wil died, I gave a short eulogy for one of my teachers, Carolyn, who passed away after battling cancer. One teacher remarked that I must have buried my feelings so deep, she didn’t know how I could give Carolyn a eulogy. I don’t know either. My feelings weren’t and aren’t buried. They are right there and they bubble to the surface in unexpected ways and at unexpected times.

It’s just that I am Dad. I was Principal. I had no time to grieve. Sounds stupid, perhaps selfish, but there simply was no time. I had to care for my family: Kim, Hannah, and Emily. I had to take care of my school: 200 staff members and almost 2,000 students. I had to. There was no time for me to grieve. Did I feel Wil’s loss? Did I feel the loss of my family and friend, Tom? Did I feel Carolyn’s loss? Absolutely! I still do. Every day. At odd times. Many times. We all do. And I’m sure many of you who have suffered loss do, too. Sometimes, we don’t have the words to express, so we weep. Mostly in private. Sometimes, not.

To answer Tamara’s question about how I’ve handled the injustice surrounding Wil’s loss, my answer is still, not well.

The other comment on the post came from Sharon, who has suffered much, and is still suffering. I won’t go into it, because it’s Sharon’s story, not mine. But she wrote, “What is one thing that you can share to help others have a better understanding of your experience with such a tragic loss of life of your son, Will?

My answer to Sharon is the same as it was when I spoke at the Celebration of Wil’s Life, and at Carolyn’s and Tom’s service. My answer is this: 

One thing I urge all to do is don’t wait: don’t wait to share a kind word; don’t wait to tell someone how much they mean to you; don’t wait to rest, to enjoy a sunrise or sunset. If we wait, we might never have that moment again. Time, and life, move forward. We cannot put some things off until tomorrow. They can’t, and they shouldn’t. Because tomorrow might not be there. And, I urge you to live your life! Not someone else’s life, and not someone else’s idea of what your life should be. Live your life. 

Last, and it’s something I end all my posts with: Make a Positive Difference in the Lives of Others. If not you, then who? Each day, life gives us unique moments to give to someone else, whether it’s time, presence, a kind word, or a touch. Live in these moments and do for others. Because something I’ve learned along the way is when you do something for others, you actually do for yourself, too.

As always, something to think about . . .

Live Your Life, and Make A Difference!

To My Readers:

I am pleased to announce that I will be interviewed on a radio show about my writing and my newest book, Blaze In, Blaze Out on Sunday, March 20 at 8:30 AM EST and then repeated on Sunday, April 24 at 8:30 AM ESTunityliveradio.co.uk I hope you give it a listen!

If you have read one of my books, I would like to ask a favor. If you could go online and write a review or, at the least, give a rating on the book, it would be of great help. Both a review and a rating would be wonderful. The review could be one or two lines. It doesn’t have to be long. Just let others know you read it and hopefully, enjoyed it. Obviously, 4s and 5s are the best. Thanks for this consideration.

Connect with me on Social Media: 
Author Website
www.jrlewisauthor.blog/
Twitter at @jrlewisauthor
Facebook at: 
www.facebook.com/Joseph.Lewis.Author  
Amazon at: 
www.amazon.com/Joseph-Lewis/e/B01FWB9AOI /

Blaze In, Blaze Out: A Literary Titan Gold Book Award Winner! A Reader’s Ready Recommended Read! A BestThriller’s Editor’s Pick!

Eiselmann and O’Connor thought the conviction of Dmitry Andruko, the head of a Ukrainian crime family, meant the end. It was only the beginning. They forgot that revenge knows no boundaries, vindictiveness knows no restraints, and ruthlessness never worries about collateral damage. Andruko hired contract killers to go after and kill O’Connor and Eiselmann. The killers can be anyone and be anywhere. They can strike at any time. They care nothing of collateral damage. Andruko believes a target is a target, and in the end, the target must die. https://amzn.to/34lNllP

Betrayed: A PenCraft 1st Place Winner for Thriller-Fiction! A Maxy Award Runner-Up for Mystery/Suspense! A Literary Titan Silver Book Award Winner! A Reader’s Ready Recommended Read Award Winner! A Reader’s Favorite Honorable Mention Award Winner for Fiction-Crime-Mystery!

Betrayed is Now Available in Audio Book, Kindle and Paperback! https://amzn.to/3AfUUpS

A late-night phone call, a missing kid, a murdered family, but no one is talking. A promise is made and kept, but it could mean the death of a fifteen-year-old boy. Greed can be all-consuming, and seeing is not believing. No one can be trusted, and the hunters become the hunted. https://amzn.to/2EKHudx

Spiral Into Darkness: Named a Recommended Read in the Author Shout Reader Awards!
He blends in. He is successful, intelligent, and methodical. So far, he has murdered eight people. There is no discernible pattern. There are no clues. There are no leads. The only thing the FBI and local police have to go on is the method of death: two bullets to the face- gruesome and meant to send a message. But it’s difficult to understand any message coming from a dark and damaged mind. Two adopted boys, struggling in their own world, do not know they are the next targets. Neither does their family. And neither does local law enforcement. https://amzn.to/2RBWvTm

Caught in a Web: A PenCraft Literary Award Winner! Named “One of the Best Thrillers of 2018!” by BestThrillers.com 

Caught in a Web is also Available in Audio Book, Kindle and Paperback! http://bit.ly/2WO3kka

They found the bodies of high school and middle school kids dead from an overdose of heroin and fentanyl. A violent gang, MS-13, controls the drug trade along the I-94 and I-43 corridors. They send Ricardo Fuentes to find out who is cutting in on their business, shut it down and teach them a lesson. But he has an ulterior motive: find and kill a fifteen-year-old boy, George Tokay. Detectives Jamie Graff, Pat O’Connor and Paul Eiselmann race to find the source of the drugs, shut down the ring, and find Fuentes before he kills anyone else. https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07CKF7696  
 
The Lives Trilogy Prequel, Taking Lives:
FBI Agent Pete Kelliher and his partner search for the clues behind the bodies of six boys left in various and remote parts of the country. Even though they live in separate parts of the country, the lives of Kelliher, 11-year-old Brett McGovern, and 11-year-old George Tokay are separate pieces of a puzzle. The two boys become interwoven with the same thread Kelliher holds in his hand. The three of them are on a collision course and when that happens, their futures grow dark as each search for a way out. https://amzn.to/34nXBH5
 
Book One, Stolen Lives: Editor’s Pick by BestThrillers! Literary Titan Gold Book Award Winner! A Crime Thriller finalist in the 2021 Best Thriller Book Awards!
Two thirteen-year-old boys are abducted off a safe suburban street. Kelliher and his team of FBI agents have 24 hours to find them or they will end up like the other kids they found- dead! They have no leads, no clues, and nothing to go on. To make the investigation that much tougher, Kelliher suspects that one of his team members might be involved. https://amzn.to/3oMo4qZ  
 
Book Two of the Lives Trilogy, Shattered Lives:
The boys are home, but now they have to fit back in with their families and friends. Their parents and the FBI thought the boys were safe. They were until people began dying. Now the hunt is on for six dangerous and desperate men who vow revenge. With no leads and nothing to go on, the FBI can only sit back and wait. A dangerous game that threatens not only the boys, but their families. https://amzn.to/2RAYIk2 
 
Book Three of the Lives Trilogy, Splintered Lives:
Three dangerous men with nothing to lose offer a handsome reward to anyone willing to kill fourteen-year-old Brett McGovern. He does not know that he, his younger brother, and a friend are targets. More than anyone, these three men vow to kill George, whom they blame for forcing them to run and hide. A fun vacation turns into a nightmare and ends where it started, back on the Navajo Nation Reservation, high on a mesa held sacred by George and his grandfather. Outnumbered and outgunned, George will make the ultimate sacrifice to protect his adoptive father and his adoptive brothers- but can he? Without knowing who these men are? Or where they are? Without knowing whom to trust? Is he prepared for betrayal that leads to his heartbreak and death? http://bit.ly/SplinteredLives  

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