Merry-Go-Rounds and Roller Coasters, Again!

I first published this post in 2013. Since then, there have been many, many changes in my life. The death of our son, Wil. Hannah’s marriage. Emily’s upcoming graduation from grad school. My retirement, or semi-retirement, as I call it. 

Life, if lived to its fullest, is not a merry-go-round, but a roller coaster. It’s the ups and downs of life, if taken in stride, that give you an appreciation for what you have and the joy in this life. I don’t believe there can be a true experience of joy, of peace, of contentment, of love without experiencing their opposites. Just my opinion. I could be wrong. I’ve been known to be wrong. 

So, I post this again as a reminder to us to breathe in and out, to sigh, but also to smile, to weep, but also to laugh. To know that while there is pain, there will also be healing. And while there may be strife, there will also be peace. 

From 2013, and still true today . . .

When I was a kid, I loved going to fairs and amusement parks. I’d buy a bunch of tickets and go on the rides all day or all night. I think night was the best. The lights. The sounds. The smells. The faster, the better.  

I never liked the Ferris Wheel because I don’t do heights very well. It seemed like most of the ride was either loading or unloading passengers. I hated getting stuck on the top. And, was that one little bar across your lap really supposed to prevent you from falling out? Yeah, right!

Merry-Go-Rounds were okay if you were little. When my kids were little, they’d try to find the fastest horse to ride, and we’d race. Of course, my kids always won. Funny how that happens. But as I, and they, got older, Merry-Go-Rounds got stale. I mean, all they did was go around, and around, and . . .

I prefer Roller Coasters. The slow, steady climb up the hill. The building of excitement. The heart pounds, beats faster. As you near the top, you hold your breath. As you go over the pinnacle, you throw your hands up in the air and scream. Okay, maybe you don’t scream, but I do. Sometimes just in my head because I don’t want to look like a wuss to my kids. We race around turns, through loops and corkscrews. It doesn’t last but a minute or two, but it’s fun. It’s exciting. And, you find yourself climbing on board again, and again, and . . .

I know people who never seem to get off the Merry-Go-Round. They spend their day going around, and around, and . . .  They get up in the morning, put on their “uniform” symbolizing they are ready for “work”, climb on a wooden horse and go around, and around, and . . .  Each day. Every day. Same routine.

Pretty boring really. No thrills. No excitement. Same sights. Same music. Same, well, everything.

I prefer to live my life like it was a Roller Coaster. Twists and turns. Ups and downs. Sometimes slow. Sometimes fast. Climbing towards the top, and then plunging down over the pinnacle only to level out and climb another hill, then plunge down once again. At times I want to hold my breath. At other times, I want to scream out of fear, sometimes out of joy. At times I have enough and want to get off, but I find myself climbing back on board. I near the top and throw my hands in the air and just go with it.

Merry-Go-Rounds or Roller Coasters.

It’s really a choice. Your choice. My choice. Rather than the Merry-Go-Round where you go around, and around, and . . . in a never-ending circle, choose the Roller Coaster. It’s more exciting. Slow. Fast. Up. Down. Twists. Turns. Your choice. Hang on and enjoy the ride. Something to think about . . .

Live Your Life, and Make A Difference!

To My Readers:

I finished my ninth book, Fan Mail, and it differs from the other books I’ve written. It is more coming of age wrapped in a thriller. It is longer than my other books, but it was fun and satisfying to write. Like I have done in some of my other books, I laughed out loud and wept in spots as I wrote it. It will tug at your emotions, and most assuredly, will cause you to reflect.

I subscribe to the belief that a good book, actually any book, is never finished by the author. A book is finished by the reader. His or her feelings and experiences with the book color the book and make it his or her own, aside from the author.

I will let you know the publication timeline on Fan Mail as I find out. Meanwhile, below are my other books for your enjoyment.

I also had the honor of being interviews by Vinnie O’Hare and having my book, Blaze In, Blaze Out, featured in Awesome Books. The link to it is: https://awesomebookpromotion.com/?p=28615

If you have read one of my books, I would like to ask a favor. If you could go online and write a review or, at the least, give a rating on the book, it would be of great help. Both a review and a rating would be wonderful. The review could be one or two lines. It doesn’t have to be long. Just let others know you read it and hopefully, enjoyed it. Obviously, 4s and 5s are the best. Thanks for this consideration.

Connect with me on Social Media: 
Author Website: www.jrlewisauthor.blog/
Twitter at @jrlewisauthor
Facebook at: www.facebook.com/Joseph.Lewis.Author  
Amazon at: www.amazon.com/Joseph-Lewis/e/B01FWB9AOI /

Blaze In, Blaze Out: A Literary Titan Gold Book Award Winner! A Reader’s Ready Recommended Read! A BestThriller’s Editor’s Pick!

Eiselmann and O’Connor thought the conviction of Dmitry Andruko, the head of a Ukrainian crime family, meant the end. It was only the beginning. They forgot that revenge knows no boundaries, vindictiveness knows no restraints, and ruthlessness never worries about collateral damage. Andruko hired contract killers to go after and kill O’Connor and Eiselmann. The killers can be anyone and be anywhere. They can strike at any time. They care nothing of collateral damage. Andruko believes a target is a target, and in the end, the target must die. https://amzn.to/34lNllP

Betrayed: A PenCraft 1^st Place Winner for Thriller-Fiction! A Maxy Award Runner-Up for Mystery/Suspense! A Literary Titan Silver Book Award Winner! A Reader’s Ready Recommended Read Award Winner! A Reader’s Favorite Honorable Mention Award Winner for Fiction-Crime-Mystery!

Betrayed is Now Available in Audio Book, Kindle and Paperback! https://amzn.to/3AfUUpS

A late-night phone call, a missing kid, a murdered family, but no one is talking. A promise is made and kept, but it could mean the death of a fifteen-year-old boy. Greed can be all-consuming, and seeing is not believing. No one can be trusted, and the hunters become the hunted. https://amzn.to/2EKHudx

Spiral Into Darkness: Named a Recommended Read in the Author Shout Reader Awards!
He blends in. He is successful, intelligent, and methodical. So far, he has murdered eight people. There is no discernible pattern. There are no clues. There are no leads. The only thing the FBI and local police have to go on is the method of death: two bullets to the face- gruesome and meant to send a message. But it’s difficult to understand any message coming from a dark and damaged mind. Two adopted boys, struggling in their own world, do not know they are the next targets. Neither does their family. And neither does local law enforcement. https://amzn.to/2RBWvTm

Caught in a Web: A PenCraft Literary Award Winner! Named “One of the Best Thrillers of 2018!” by BestThrillers.com 

Caught in a Web is also available in Audio Book, Kindle and Paperback! http://bit.ly/2WO3kka

They found the bodies of high school and middle school kids dead from an overdose of heroin and fentanyl. A violent gang, MS-13, controls the drug trade along the I-94 and I-43 corridors. They send Ricardo Fuentes to find out who is cutting in on their business, shut it down and teach them a lesson. But he has an ulterior motive: find and kill a fifteen-year-old boy, George Tokay. Detectives Jamie Graff, Pat O’Connor and Paul Eiselmann race to find the source of the drugs, shut down the ring, and find Fuentes before he kills anyone else. https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07CKF7696  
 
The Lives Trilogy Prequel, Taking Lives:
FBI Agent Pete Kelliher and his partner search for the clues behind the bodies of six boys left in various and remote parts of the country. Even though they live in separate parts of the country, the lives of Kelliher, 11-year-old Brett McGovern, and 11-year-old George Tokay are separate pieces of a puzzle. The two boys become interwoven with the same thread Kelliher holds in his hand. The three of them are on a collision course and when that happens, their futures grow dark as each search for a way out. https://amzn.to/34nXBH5
 
Book One, Stolen Lives: Editor’s Pick by BestThrillers! Literary Titan Gold Book Award Winner! A Crime Thriller finalist in the 2021 Best Thriller Book Awards!
Two thirteen-year-old boys are abducted off a safe suburban street. Kelliher and his team of FBI agents have 24 hours to find them or they will end up like the other kids they found- dead! They have no leads, no clues, and nothing to go on. To make the investigation that much tougher, Kelliher suspects that one of his team members might be involved. https://amzn.to/3oMo4qZ  
 
Book Two of the Lives Trilogy, Shattered Lives:
The boys are home, but now they have to fit back in with their families and friends. Their parents and the FBI thought the boys were safe. They were until people began dying. Now the hunt is on for six dangerous and desperate men who vow revenge. With no leads and nothing to go on, the FBI can only sit back and wait. A dangerous game that threatens not only the boys, but their families. https://amzn.to/2RAYIk2 
 
Book Three of the Lives Trilogy, Splintered Lives:
Three dangerous men with nothing to lose offer a handsome reward to anyone willing to kill fourteen-year-old Brett McGovern. He does not know that he, his younger brother, and a friend are targets. More than anyone, these three men vow to kill George, whom they blame for forcing them to run and hide. A fun vacation turns into a nightmare and ends where it started, back on the Navajo Nation Reservation, high on a mesa held sacred by George and his grandfather. Outnumbered and outgunned, George will make the ultimate sacrifice to protect his adoptive father and his adoptive brothers- but can he? Without knowing who these men are? Or where they are? Without knowing whom to trust? Is he prepared for betrayal that leads to his heartbreak and death? http://bit.ly/SplinteredLives  

Photo Courtesy of Justin and Unsplash.

 

 

Sunrise and Sunset

Those of you who have read my books (thriller-crime fiction) know my characters. Readers have their favorites, and I guess I do, too. Though I try to be impartial, I think the reader knows who I favor.

One character, George, is a full-blooded Navajo, adopted at age twelve by a single man living in Wisconsin. He joined a set of twins, who had previously been adopted. I won’t go into lengthy details, but it is a loving, supportive family who find themselves in a sometimes brutal mystery. Not of their own doing, but from outside forces. (There are now a mom and dad and seven brothers that make up the Evans family.)

At one time, George lived in Arizona on the Navajo Nation Reservation, known in Navajo as Diné Bikéyah or Navajoland. Raised traditionally by his grandfather, a Haatalii or shaman or medicine man among the people, George would dutifully get up each morning before sunrise. He and his grandfather would climb a low, nearby mesa, and greet Father Sun with songs and chants. Their way of morning prayers. 

Together, they would look out over Diné Bikéyah and discuss life. How to live. What the coming day will bring? How can George make it better? Things most of us consider upon waking, I think. I hope. Since moving to Wisconsin and his adoptive family, George continues this morning ritual rain or shine, in hot weather or cold. He is disciplined and mindful of keeping his Navajo life alive.

Another character, also adopted in the same family, is Brian. As respectful and mindful of sunrise as George is, Brian considers each sunset important. At sunset or before going to bed, Brian considers the day. What went right? What went wrong? How he messed up and, more importantly, how can he do better in the coming day?

Both boys, now age sixteen, are thoughtful, reverent, and spiritual. Each boy had different paths, both tragic, that brought them into the same adoptive family. Each boy is disciplined and religious in their pursuit of happiness and discovering who they are.

Now, as an author, and as you, a reader, know that characters are composites of the author. Both boys, George and Brian, came from me and my imagination. These characters and the other members of the family are not me, per se, but they are me because it was I who gave birth to them in story form. I choose the way they act, react, and think, what obstacles come their way, who pursues them and, at least in my books, who wants to do them harm. Me, but really not me.

I tend to view the sunrise as George does. It is my time, upon rising, to read bible verses and my devotional to prepare for what comes my way during the day. The sunrise gives me a focus, a purpose, and my motivation in my attempt to do better. Not only for myself and those I love, but for those I encounter during the day. While I am a morning person, I move into the day slowly and reverently, as George does, because, as I said, I build a focus for the day.

I also tend to view the sunset as Brian does. Like Brian, as I lay in bed and before I fall asleep, I look back on my day and consider the things I said and did, how I treated myself and others, and I ask, what did I do right? What did I do poorly, if not wrong? How can I improve, not only for myself, but for others tomorrow?

I think I’ve gotten better at it as I grow older. Maybe it’s because I’m older, I’ve gotten better at it. Whatever the case, I think focusing on both the start and the end of each day sharpens my focus and makes my decision making clearer. I find I’m not as stressed out as I once was. It could be because I’m semi-retired and no longer in the hot seat, as high school principals tend to be.

Lord knows I’m not perfect. Not even close. (Just ask my wife and kids.) I still become impatient. I still lose my temper. I still unintentionally hurt others by a careless word or action. But I also know I am happier. I’m more content. I am more appreciative. I know I care more, not only about myself and my family. I care more about others, their feelings, and I find I put myself in their shoes to uncover what I might do to help. 

I would like to suggest that my focus on the sunrise (morning) and the sunset (evening) has changed who I am for the better. Again, I know I’m not perfect. But I’m willing to walk that journey to get there. And beginning each day, and ending each day in the same way, helps me to do that. Something to think about . . .

Live Your Life, and Make A Difference! 

To My Readers:

I was interviewed on a UK radio show this morning about my writing and my newest book, Blaze In, Blaze Out. For those who missed it, they will repeat the show on Sunday, April 24 at 8:30 AM EST. Follow this link: unityliveradio.co.uk I hope you give it a listen! 

I also had the honor of being interviews by Vinnie O’Hare and having my book, Blaze In, Blaze Out, featured in Awesome Books. The link to it is: https://awesomebookpromotion.com/?p=28615

If you have read one of my books, I would like to ask a favor. If you could go online and write a review or, at the least, give a rating on the book, it would be of great help. Both a review and a rating would be wonderful. The review could be one or two lines. It doesn’t have to be long. Just let others know you read it and hopefully, enjoyed it. Obviously, 4s and 5s are the best. Thanks for this consideration.

Connect with me on Social Media: 
Author Website: www.jrlewisauthor.blog/
Twitter at @jrlewisauthor
Facebook at: www.facebook.com/Joseph.Lewis.Author  
Amazon at: www.amazon.com/Joseph-Lewis/e/B01FWB9AOI /

Blaze In, Blaze Out: A Literary Titan Gold Book Award Winner! A Reader’s Ready Recommended Read! A BestThriller’s Editor’s Pick!

Eiselmann and O’Connor thought the conviction of Dmitry Andruko, the head of a Ukrainian crime family, meant the end. It was only the beginning. They forgot that revenge knows no boundaries, vindictiveness knows no restraints, and ruthlessness never worries about collateral damage. Andruko hired contract killers to go after and kill O’Connor and Eiselmann. The killers can be anyone and be anywhere. They can strike at any time. They care nothing of collateral damage. Andruko believes a target is a target, and in the end, the target must die. https://amzn.to/34lNllP

Betrayed: A PenCraft 1^st Place Winner for Thriller-Fiction! A Maxy Award Runner-Up for Mystery/Suspense! A Literary Titan Silver Book Award Winner! A Reader’s Ready Recommended Read Award Winner! A Reader’s Favorite Honorable Mention Award Winner for Fiction-Crime-Mystery!

Betrayed is Now Available in Audio Book, Kindle and Paperback! https://amzn.to/3AfUUpS

A late-night phone call, a missing kid, a murdered family, but no one is talking. A promise is made and kept, but it could mean the death of a fifteen-year-old boy. Greed can be all-consuming, and seeing is not believing. No one can be trusted, and the hunters become the hunted. https://amzn.to/2EKHudx

Spiral Into Darkness: Named a Recommended Read in the Author Shout Reader Awards!
He blends in. He is successful, intelligent, and methodical. So far, he has murdered eight people. There is no discernible pattern. There are no clues. There are no leads. The only thing the FBI and local police have to go on is the method of death: two bullets to the face- gruesome and meant to send a message. But it’s difficult to understand any message coming from a dark and damaged mind. Two adopted boys, struggling in their own world, do not know they are the next targets. Neither does their family. And neither does local law enforcement. https://amzn.to/2RBWvTm

Caught in a Web: A PenCraft Literary Award Winner! Named “One of the Best Thrillers of 2018!” by BestThrillers.com 

Caught in a Web is also available in Audio Book, Kindle and Paperback! http://bit.ly/2WO3kka

They found the bodies of high school and middle school kids dead from an overdose of heroin and fentanyl. A violent gang, MS-13, controls the drug trade along the I-94 and I-43 corridors. They send Ricardo Fuentes to find out who is cutting in on their business, shut it down and teach them a lesson. But he has an ulterior motive: find and kill a fifteen-year-old boy, George Tokay. Detectives Jamie Graff, Pat O’Connor and Paul Eiselmann race to find the source of the drugs, shut down the ring, and find Fuentes before he kills anyone else. https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07CKF7696  
 
The Lives Trilogy Prequel, Taking Lives:
FBI Agent Pete Kelliher and his partner search for the clues behind the bodies of six boys left in various and remote parts of the country. Even though they live in separate parts of the country, the lives of Kelliher, 11-year-old Brett McGovern, and 11-year-old George Tokay are separate pieces of a puzzle. The two boys become interwoven with the same thread Kelliher holds in his hand. The three of them are on a collision course and when that happens, their futures grow dark as each search for a way out. https://amzn.to/34nXBH5
 
Book One, Stolen Lives: Editor’s Pick by BestThrillers! Literary Titan Gold Book Award Winner! A Crime Thriller finalist in the 2021 Best Thriller Book Awards!
Two thirteen-year-old boys are abducted off a safe suburban street. Kelliher and his team of FBI agents have 24 hours to find them or they will end up like the other kids they found- dead! They have no leads, no clues, and nothing to go on. To make the investigation that much tougher, Kelliher suspects that one of his team members might be involved. https://amzn.to/3oMo4qZ  
 
Book Two of the Lives Trilogy, Shattered Lives:
The boys are home, but now they have to fit back in with their families and friends. Their parents and the FBI thought the boys were safe. They were until people began dying. Now the hunt is on for six dangerous and desperate men who vow revenge. With no leads and nothing to go on, the FBI can only sit back and wait. A dangerous game that threatens not only the boys, but their families. https://amzn.to/2RAYIk2 
 
Book Three of the Lives Trilogy, Splintered Lives:
Three dangerous men with nothing to lose offer a handsome reward to anyone willing to kill fourteen-year-old Brett McGovern. He does not know that he, his younger brother, and a friend are targets. More than anyone, these three men vow to kill George, whom they blame for forcing them to run and hide. A fun vacation turns into a nightmare and ends where it started, back on the Navajo Nation Reservation, high on a mesa held sacred by George and his grandfather. Outnumbered and outgunned, George will make the ultimate sacrifice to protect his adoptive father and his adoptive brothers- but can he? Without knowing who these men are? Or where they are? Without knowing whom to trust? Is he prepared for betrayal that leads to his heartbreak and death? http://bit.ly/SplinteredLives  

Both Photos, the Sunrise and the Sunset, Courtesy of Kim Lewis.

 

Your Compass

I was only in cub scouts for three or four years. My mom was a den mother and my dad was the helper. I enjoyed the Pinewood Derby and the projects we worked on. Dad was a wiz at that kind of stuff. I was in boy scouts for only a year. I don’t remember what merit badges I earned, but it wasn’t more than a handful. Mostly, I was in boy scouts because a couple of my friends were, and I liked the camping.

I lived in California for eleven years, Wyoming for three, Nebraska for two, and now in Virginia for fourteen years and counting. I’ve lived in Wisconsin for most of my life.

When people came to visit us in any of those places, I gladly drove. I could navigate LA, San Diego and parts in between with no problem. Same with Nebraska, Wyoming, and I’m getting used to Virginia. Wisconsin, I can get pretty much anywhere with my eyes closed.

One thing I never mastered was the compass. This is going to sound absurd, but it is the truth. While I can navigate those cities to and from and all the attractions they offer, I cannot, for the life of me, get myself out of parking lots. Seriously.

I drive into a parking lot and I forget which way I came in. I might find the exit, but I forget which direction I’m supposed to go when I leave. Kim just shakes her head.

It has been this way forever! It’s a kind of joke in our family that most of the Lewis clan are anti-directional. Heck, place me in a paper bag and I would struggle to find my way out. At least I’d be with a couple of my brothers and sisters. Paper bags and parking lots, I suppose.

It got me thinking . . .

When I was younger, I had dreams. I wanted to be a football player, and at one time, a singer. I grew older and wanted to teach and coach. My career began in Wyoming at the second smallest school in the state. I loved it. Was recruited to coach college ball. I hated it. Because of my success, I wanted to teach and coach at a larger school, and I did.

I tired of coaching and teaching, and wanted to put my counseling degree to use. My first stint was at a small school, and there were only two counselors. I moved to a much larger school and was part of a counseling team of eight.

I loved counseling, but I thought being an administrator might be fun. (That will be a subject for another post.) My first job was at a school of 3,000. I was one of two associate principals, and there were five vice principals under us. Then, I wanted to be a principal. Started at a small school, went to a bigger school with each move.

Do you see a pattern? From small to big. One part of the country to the next. Always in search of something . . . more, something . . . better. Never satisfied, always thinking, yearning for the next big thing.

Not. Any. More.

I’ve reached a point in my life where I seek the simple things (something I touched on last week in, A Pause, A Reset.) Perhaps it’s because I found my compass. Perhaps I always had a compass, but I never used it.

I want my daughters and Hannah’s husband and Emily’s boyfriend nearby and want to see them more often. I want them happy. If I can take away their worries and troubles, I will. I want to sit with Kim and talk. Or sit with Kim and just know she’s nearby. I want to hang onto my friends. I want to look up friends I had “once upon a time” and see what they’re up to, spend time with them, listen to them. I want to sit in the sun, preferably at a beach, with Kim and my family by my side. When my time is up, throw some of my ashes in the ocean and use the rest to plant a tree. I’m okay with that.

Before that time comes, I want to keep writing. I’m almost done with #9, Fan Mail. I know the edits and revisions will take time, but there is a sense of peace, a sense of satisfaction when the last page is finished. And I’m smart enough to know that a book, any book, is never completed by the author, only the reader. I already have ideas for three others, each competing to come next.

Yes, I think I found my compass. Happy I did. It took some time, but I found it. Maybe it’s time to check your compass. Are you using it? Is it working for you? Something to think about . . .

Live Your Life, and Make A Difference! 

To My Readers:

I was interviewed on a UK radio show this morning about my writing and my newest book, Blaze In, Blaze Out. For those who missed it, they will repeat the show on Sunday, April 24 at 8:30 AM EST. Follow this link: unityliveradio.co.uk I hope you give it a listen!

If you have read one of my books, I would like to ask a favor. If you could go online and write a review or, at the least, give a rating on the book, it would be of great help. Both a review and a rating would be wonderful. The review could be one or two lines. It doesn’t have to be long. Just let others know you read it and hopefully, enjoyed it. Obviously, 4s and 5s are the best. Thanks for this consideration.

Connect with me on Social Media: 
Author Website: www.jrlewisauthor.blog/
Twitter at @jrlewisauthor
Facebook at: www.facebook.com/Joseph.Lewis.Author  
Amazon at: www.amazon.com/Joseph-Lewis/e/B01FWB9AOI /

Blaze In, Blaze Out: A Literary Titan Gold Book Award Winner! A Reader’s Ready Recommended Read! A BestThriller’s Editor’s Pick!

Eiselmann and O’Connor thought the conviction of Dmitry Andruko, the head of a Ukrainian crime family, meant the end. It was only the beginning. They forgot that revenge knows no boundaries, vindictiveness knows no restraints, and ruthlessness never worries about collateral damage. Andruko hired contract killers to go after and kill O’Connor and Eiselmann. The killers can be anyone and be anywhere. They can strike at any time. They care nothing of collateral damage. Andruko believes a target is a target, and in the end, the target must die. https://amzn.to/34lNllP

Betrayed: A PenCraft 1^st Place Winner for Thriller-Fiction! A Maxy Award Runner-Up for Mystery/Suspense! A Literary Titan Silver Book Award Winner! A Reader’s Ready Recommended Read Award Winner! A Reader’s Favorite Honorable Mention Award Winner for Fiction-Crime-Mystery!

Betrayed is Now Available in Audio Book, Kindle and Paperback! https://amzn.to/3AfUUpS

A late-night phone call, a missing kid, a murdered family, but no one is talking. A promise is made and kept, but it could mean the death of a fifteen-year-old boy. Greed can be all-consuming, and seeing is not believing. No one can be trusted, and the hunters become the hunted. https://amzn.to/2EKHudx

Spiral Into Darkness: Named a Recommended Read in the Author Shout Reader Awards!
He blends in. He is successful, intelligent, and methodical. So far, he has murdered eight people. There is no discernible pattern. There are no clues. There are no leads. The only thing the FBI and local police have to go on is the method of death: two bullets to the face- gruesome and meant to send a message. But it’s difficult to understand any message coming from a dark and damaged mind. Two adopted boys, struggling in their own world, do not know they are the next targets. Neither does their family. And neither does local law enforcement. https://amzn.to/2RBWvTm

Caught in a Web: A PenCraft Literary Award Winner! Named “One of the Best Thrillers of 2018!” by BestThrillers.com 

Caught in a Web is also available in Audio Book, Kindle and Paperback! http://bit.ly/2WO3kka

They found the bodies of high school and middle school kids dead from an overdose of heroin and fentanyl. A violent gang, MS-13, controls the drug trade along the I-94 and I-43 corridors. They send Ricardo Fuentes to find out who is cutting in on their business, shut it down and teach them a lesson. But he has an ulterior motive: find and kill a fifteen-year-old boy, George Tokay. Detectives Jamie Graff, Pat O’Connor and Paul Eiselmann race to find the source of the drugs, shut down the ring, and find Fuentes before he kills anyone else. https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07CKF7696  
 
The Lives Trilogy Prequel, Taking Lives:
FBI Agent Pete Kelliher and his partner search for the clues behind the bodies of six boys left in various and remote parts of the country. Even though they live in separate parts of the country, the lives of Kelliher, 11-year-old Brett McGovern, and 11-year-old George Tokay are separate pieces of a puzzle. The two boys become interwoven with the same thread Kelliher holds in his hand. The three of them are on a collision course and when that happens, their futures grow dark as each search for a way out. https://amzn.to/34nXBH5
 
Book One, Stolen Lives: Editor’s Pick by BestThrillers! Literary Titan Gold Book Award Winner! A Crime Thriller finalist in the 2021 Best Thriller Book Awards!
Two thirteen-year-old boys are abducted off a safe suburban street. Kelliher and his team of FBI agents have 24 hours to find them or they will end up like the other kids they found- dead! They have no leads, no clues, and nothing to go on. To make the investigation that much tougher, Kelliher suspects that one of his team members might be involved. https://amzn.to/3oMo4qZ  
 
Book Two of the Lives Trilogy, Shattered Lives:
The boys are home, but now they have to fit back in with their families and friends. Their parents and the FBI thought the boys were safe. They were until people began dying. Now the hunt is on for six dangerous and desperate men who vow revenge. With no leads and nothing to go on, the FBI can only sit back and wait. A dangerous game that threatens not only the boys, but their families. https://amzn.to/2RAYIk2 
 
Book Three of the Lives Trilogy, Splintered Lives:
Three dangerous men with nothing to lose offer a handsome reward to anyone willing to kill fourteen-year-old Brett McGovern. He does not know that he, his younger brother, and a friend are targets. More than anyone, these three men vow to kill George, whom they blame for forcing them to run and hide. A fun vacation turns into a nightmare and ends where it started, back on the Navajo Nation Reservation, high on a mesa held sacred by George and his grandfather. Outnumbered and outgunned, George will make the ultimate sacrifice to protect his adoptive father and his adoptive brothers- but can he? Without knowing who these men are? Or where they are? Without knowing whom to trust? Is he prepared for betrayal that leads to his heartbreak and death? http://bit.ly/SplinteredLives  

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