Sunday, January 22, 2023


I was terrible at math, and I still am. I think I can do math at a fifth-grade level … on a good day. I mean, I can add, subtract, multiply, and divide, and I can do fractions. On that one good day, once every year or so, I can do percents. Ask any math teacher I sought advice from. I can see Val and Clay nod their head, and perhaps smile, but they were always willing to help.

But I’m not a dummy, at least I don’t think so. I graduated high school and college without having them burn the school down to get me out, although the high school I attended closed its doors ten years after I graduated. Financial reasons, not anything I did. At least, I don’t think so.

I have two master’s degrees- one in counseling, and one in educational administration. I even went back and got a certification in curriculum. I have written nine books and I’m working on my tenth. So, really, how dumb can I be?

*Please don’t answer that. Please.* 

In sixth grade, I sat in math class, and the teacher asked a question. I absolutely knew the answer, and I almost jumped out of my seat to answer. However, the teacher was being observed by the principal, so instead of taking a chance on me, she called on Jane, the smartest kid in the class. I mean, she even looked right at me, saw my hand waving at her, but she turned and called on Jane. That pretty much sums up my math career in a nutshell. 

I think there are those reading this who can empathize with me, having suffered the same or similar experiences.

I saw a post on Facebook or Instagram yesterday that reminded me of what mistakes are all about. It is credited to Einstein, but I think it applies to just about any great teacher. A teacher, Einstein, wrote this on the board of a classroom full of students:

9 x 1 = 9

9 x 2 = 18

9 x 3 = 27

9 x 4 = 36

9 x 5 = 45

9 x 6 = 54

9 x 7 = 63

9 x 8 = 72

9 x 9 = 82

The kids in the class snickered or laughed out loud, and called him on his silly mistake. He’s a teacher, obviously he should know that 9 x 9 = 81, right? Besides, he’s Einstein, a genius, one of the smartest guys ever. How could he make such a silly, stupid mistake? 

According to the story, Einstein put his chalk down, turned to the class of students and smiled, and then taught a real lesson.

He said something like, “I wrote the correct formula for eight problems and no one said anything. No congratulations. No nice work. No one applauded. But I made one mistake, and you laughed at me. You corrected me without complementing me on my other work. Why?” 

Yes, why?

We do this all the time, don’t we? When we see a mistake, we pounce on it. We correct the person who made the mistake. We might think to ourselves, ‘What a dumb mistake! What was he/she thinking?’ And we don’t stop with other people. Oh, no. We are quick to self-ridicule, point out our own misgivings, or own mistakes, and we are judgmental on how stupid we must be.

Instead of complementing others or ourselves on what we did right and helping others or ourselves feel good about our success, we look at that one mistake and pile on the guilt and the shame. 

As a principal, I remember going into Jason Karrick’s classroom, a young math teacher. He didn’t know I was stopping by, but what I saw was one of the best lessons any student, or I, could ever have. Like Einstein, he wrote a problem on the board (an upper-level algebraic equation, I think), then he stood back, thought for a minute and said, “I think Mr. Karrick made a mistake. Can you help him out?” 

Some students stood so they could see better. Others did the problem on paper in front of them. Others discussed it among themselves. BUT NOT ONE student laughed or ridiculed Jason for the mistake he made. NOT ONE. 

Did he do this on purpose? Yes, absolutely! Was this the first time he had done this? No! This was a routine warm up to begin his lesson for the day, a review of the previous day’s work.

This lesson did two things (at least): 1. It taught students math; 2. It taught students that mistakes can and should be an event in learning.

It was either Henry Ford or Thomas Edison who supposedly said, “I didn’t make 100 mistakes, I had 100 trials before the one success.”

Mistakes should be stepping stones to success. Mistakes should be learning events. Mistakes should never be an occasion to ridicule, to cause laughter, to take someone- yourself- down a notch or two. We make mistakes, learn from them, and keep moving forward. With help. With encouragement. With kindness. Something to think about …

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